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Dirty Happiness

by Desource

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1.
Intro 01:20
“Because you know if you play New Kids on the Block albums backwards they sound better. "Oh come on, Bill, they're the New Kids, don't pick on them, they're so good and they're so clean cut and they're such a good image for the children." Fuck that! When did mediocrity and banality become a good image for your children? I want my children to listen to people who fucking ROCKED! I don't care if they died in puddles of their own vomit! I want someone who plays from his fucking HEART!” Bill Hicks "Relentless"
2.
Hold my hand dear disharmony my bleeding heart shades lines of torture crawl deep inside me I carry this cancer this plague called love is where I belong flesh torn and grinded and none sees the carnage is done hope is dead and peace is still pain slithers in my lungs this life is a fish hook it fools us all may I save myself from deception watch me fight apathy and contradiction hopeless the results of past vain actions everything is moving everything is falling this plague called love is my new blood I've never thought my end to come I've never thought my end is coming through I've never thought my end is going on this plague called love it's my new blood
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Betray 04:07
and every word revolves around me deception strives with careful eyes it never walks away and still today this stain remains and it's never enough the time you need to be alive again and you you'll forever be apart once was grace within your arms this space between our loved ones count down the days before your sight haunts me again no regrets and no more pain that's how my distress ends count down the days before your sight haunts me again sleepless nights I can't erase holding your hand in every place count down the days before your sight haunts me again no name it has except the surface a sleepless pain to bear in fairness so breathing lies becomes my distance an endless space without forgiveness Going on Stop treading on me Carrying on Drown in your loneliness You’re wasting your time in life And nobody will shed a tear In sorrow We’ve been severed And beauty is lost It was too much for me There’s no redemption For what you have done And I think you have.. You betrayed me
4.
Here I stand alone Sweet hollowness in which we fail Covered by fragile empty smiles And it lies within our fractured being Blowing trees of blood Slashed by despair You'll never spread your lust Without your emptiness Our murdered conscience Just embrace the void This golden warehouse Will slowly burn down Here I fail again Throughout this passion's bloodshed Being raped by this silence Nothingness is all that's left to me Blowing trees of blood Slashed by despair You'll never spread your lust Without your emptiness Our murdered conscience Just embrace the void This golden warehouse Will slowly burn down Fading fears finally left behind Everything is lost but I feel fine Drown into your shores of hatred I won't cry What a perfect day to die
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Being empty as a broken glass Demise and hatred are my daily vest And realize we can just pretend As this silence shapes our bitter end Feel no more pain or unconfidence Swallow these words that were meant to mend Unconsciously You set this life Be wasted on Selfish ties Watching this kind nailed to disgrace Selling a truth we can’t embrace Surrounded by a voiceless sky We feel alone by our own side I approach my life So who am I? I approach this fall It gets downward We seek salvation With new cell phones A daily cross Of hollow gods Live this life With no purpose With truth so close But you will keep Laying down This burial ground This is the age of silence Our minds end up in waste All this wireless violence Makes me a slave We belong to Earth And to Earth we’ll return Disconnect Our fake brain Open up this gate Cause we are not alive We are not alive
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I found myself onto the ground With my eyes broken Away from heaven My body searching for your hand No longer human My way’s corrupted Your warm emotions wake me up From all the nightmares This pain’s my fault And in the dark I hear the sound Of your aggression Our fates colliding Who’s walking In my dreams? Hold my hand Your soul still lingers Right here I am here awaiting To set me free Would you be mine? Would you be? Just this last time Afraid and cold-blooded I cast aside these chains Deliver me from my own self Was this all A blinded hope? A shot at your Illusions A nice way To push me away Is what I feel in your silence I’m alone in the sand That’s how you left me How can you be Lovely and heartless? How can you kill me? I’ll never feel This way Anymore And don’t you wake me up Don’t you fucking wake me Up Who’s walking In my dreams? Hold my hand Your soul still lingers Right here I am here awaiting To set me free Would you be mine? Would you be? Just this last time Afraid and cold-blooded I cast aside these chains Deliver me from my own self
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Worries down no use in thinking all of your dreams nothing you need Set on the screen Torturing eyes Their fake tears For your fears No light they're turning off your sight and putting down your might A counterfeit of love Sell more to reach your goal and wash your sin in blood to leave me sore, oh Blind waves of despair from a microphone we still remain in our wasted throne These photographs won’t save the world From your greed No light your sight your might Sell more your sin in blood Leave me the space To face my ghosts Screams shed our pity Shadows hide my scars Don’t let them see me
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Whatever faith lies in our lies You're slaying this mind Outsider shelter between ourselves Throughout this mirror's chest Carved into this hopeless world Sentenced to death within my soul Unable to release myself In this bitter shallowness Raise yourself Awake your inner savior Overcome this burden In a world with no light There's no time to sit down and cry Your phoenix is rising again In this kingdom of loathing you will set aside the flames No more shadows live in you, no A new horizon A new existence Slay your demons Break the silence Beat the boundaries down (Awake)
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Therealone 07:05
It's all for you the agony the tears I've shed just took away my strength and I'll see your eyes everywhere Is this the price to realize again and again this fool run-time will crush your fucking side? I'm at one with the blind fear you felt inside No one knows why undertow has got the best of you Bright lies reshape the signs of our demise Is this our price is this your prize? brother you were there alone trying to find the real one you have died alone all the words that I may say are not enough to heal the pain all the words you'll never say will help ourselves to hide away my senses will always find your soul where it left the traces of our gold I've mesmerized but never recognized the ties that make me one with you I'm at one with the blind fear you felt inside No one knows why undertow has got the best of you Bright lies reshape the signs of our demise Is this our price is this your prize? To separate's the only hell living like empty shells happiness is only real when it's shared

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The very first masterpiece by Italian Progressive Metalcore juggernauts DESOURCE.

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released September 20, 2013

Produced by Desource & Edoardo Casini

Recorded at HELL SMELL Studio, Summer 2012

Mixed and Mastered by Simone Mularoni at DOMINATION STUDIO

Guitars by Edoardo Casini, Giacomo Bracci

Vocals by Iuri Lodovichi

Extra Vocals by Andrea Reali, Edoardo Casini, Alessandro Gavazzi, Marco "Napo" Ghirga

Bass by Andrea Reali

Drums by Gabriele Panariello

Artwork by Nicola Cerantola

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